Remember
Me... (Dedicated to Lawrence Meyers) Excuse
me, but perhaps you didn't know... that was my child that you shot down
in cold blood. Now I realize that it may not mean much to you, but he was
my life... my soul; He was the one piece of the puzzle that made me whole. Excuse
me, but perhaps you didn't know... that was my child that you shot down
in cold blood. he was a gifted child... A child destined to go great places
and do great things. You may not have noticed but he was a bright child... a
sensitive child... He was a child left lying in the gutter! He was my son, My
baby... He was the culmination of the love shared between his mother and
I... And you took him away... Violently destroying his life! So excuse
me - if I choose not to respect the uniform that you wear so dishonorably... Excuse
me - if I distrust the disarming smile on your face; Excuse me - If your
actions on behalf of the 'community' go unacknowledged. You stole my life... My
blood... My legacy! Your badge of honor has become a badge of shame... Your
pride in duty has become a deed of betrayal. My child had a name, He
had hopes and dreams... Remember him... Remember me.... Because you may
rest assured that I'll remember you! © Tribal Raine Collection
1998
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Youth
I
used to know you. You were our prime at one time. The ones with heart to
spare Love to give Vengeance to deliver Charges to guard Futures to
prepare for Plans to make People to meet And places to go. And so That's
why I say, I used to know you. I saw you stand against tanks
and be slain in a Chinese college square, for what you thought was right. You
threw a revolutionary party called Woodstock that lasted 40 years. And it seemed
like everyone was there. Free love fought the power with a flower and a joint And
you stood up against any odds Just to make a point. When the WTO would show
to show that they owned the show From all over the world your get up and get
made you get up and go. Save the forest Feed the children Stop the war Protect
the earth Give the power to the people, And even free Willy. And none
of it felt silly No, not then and not really. I would smile at your audacity
When the guardian angels would step to a crime scene like a neighborhood
watch poppin Back Panther caps From a million men marching on a mission. So
where are they now? Youth
I used to know you. You
went from following idols with a cause To worshipping them just because. Is
it cause
Martin's message got mixed up with Marshal Mathers
music And what mattered in the message got missed? Or did it happen when
Malcolm was made into a movie that mocked the mans mission Leaving only
an X to mark a spot for Denzel to meet an Oscar? Maybe Ali
was more than Will could make real on a reel to reel. On the real. Where's
the men and women of the Harlem Renaissance Who wrote realism with a rhythm
that rated remembrance? Retract that. I already heard. You can find them
in the club with a bottle full of bub Big pimpin, up in NYC, Making the
girls go wild on a spring break. Why not? Money aint a thing where the players
play And to not do it for a big ass check is just ludicrous. Might as well
get crumped at a def jam Even if it has got some pretty shady records After
all; It's all about the Benjamin's right? You've been desensitized Disillusioned Degraded
Tossed into a pit of despair Disenchanted, dishonored Then dismissed
like you weren't even there. Known as a fact That white brown red yellow
or black They won't fight back "Right?" Youth
I used
to know you. And maybe, Just maybe, I still do. Might
be that 20 inch spinning rims Won't mislead the men we depend on. And my
baby's momma might be more than a ho' Mayhap you'll forego the fiesta to feast
on something with more meat. Retrace the retreat and retrieve respect lost
along the way. Have something to say that will make em love you like they loved
Pac. Wouldn't that be hot? Or maybe not. You've got what
it takes to stop being slaves. the heart, soul and need to cross the land,
sea and air
.waves. Unless you forgot Freedom was being fought for
on an underground railroad long before A tale of two towers tragedy turned
truth into treason. I'm sure you could find a reason. There's plenty of
causes We just need rebels who aren't riddled with ridilin Or dependant
on a dopes dopamine rush. Kids who aren't cattle And men who are ready
to battle A beast that made flunkies out of monkeys. And didn't need to
do it on the hush. It @#%$ you right in the face. Adding much to our dis-grace Dis
.graced. Easy
to keep it real when it don't get no realer. But hard to show your cards When
you don't trust the dealer. Swift hands shuffling marked cards and calling
it fates finicky whim that is stressing you. but who created the rules and
tools for bamboozled fools To use the same damned system that is oppressing
you? I wish I could express to you, how Sinister ciphers cycles are set
up to keep Willy lynched While Little baby Jimmy eats crow. Didn't you
know? I guess the answer is no. So
Youth
I
used to know you.
© Max Parthas Collection
2004 **** And
then there were 41 Oh my God! Pow pow bang
kapow. There?s only one of him and so many of us. I can?t do it! Kapow
kapow bang bang. Look at Riesman. He?s smiling for god?s sake. Holding
his piece just like they taught him in the academy. Boom kapow kapow bang
bang. And Jeffries is hiding behind the car. I can see the tears in his
eyes. He must be feeling like me. This is the third time in a week that
someone had to unload from our dep?t. Bang bang bang kapow kapow. The
poor guy is DOWN! Don?t they see it?! That damn Jackson just loves this. He?s
the one the Internal investigations were asking about. Nobody knew anything.
At least they wouldn?t break the blue wall. Kapow kapow bang bang pow. I
don?t want to watch this. But they?ll treat me like a disease if I drop my stance. I?m
looking down my barrel at an execution. Lord please forgive me. There?s
nothing I can do now. It?s too late. Pow POW bang bang kapow. Kerstin?s
just having a phukin ball with that 12 gauge. He?s the same bastard that had
something to do with that bribe situation on 87th St. Taking a payoff to look
away as the Italians set up a numbers joint. Bang POW POW kapow. How
am I going to look my kids in the eyes knowing I had a part in this? I?m black
and so are they. Is this going to happen to them one day? Please God show me
the way? Pow POW POW kapow. 8 years to retirement 8, years to retirement,
8 years to retirement. That?s what jimmy did to get by. Maybe it will work
for me. 8 years till retirement. Pow kapow bang POW. (Jensen! Shoot
the damn gun!) Lord have mercy on my soul. Kapow?? And then there were
41?. © Max Parthas Collection 2006
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